End of Beginning

I once had a friend who saw I was sad, when no one else cared to look. He noticed when I stopped smiling though I wouldn’t dare tell him why. Little did I know this friend would be there for me at a time when I stopped trusting most others just a little while later.

When I was alone and abused, he brought me to the One who cured all. And when a wolf came and slaughtered my soul, I once again wouldn’t dare tell him why.

And just recently, this friend died.

To say this grief is complicated is an understatement. Because when I did dare tell him why, I found my friend also slaughtered by the wolf. But he could not yet see it.

5 years ago, I met my friend for one last talk. I left that day not knowing what to think. But 5 minutes on that bench was a treasure I couldn’t yet see.

Rest in Peace Dear Friend.

Published by Little lamb

The author has been a victim of the sexual abuse crisis within the Catholic Church and uses her story to help others find healing through the teachings of the Church. Her writing is aimed to reflect why she is still Catholic despite the injustice she and others have suffered at the hands of priests and volunteers.

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